Decisions!

How transparent the life would have been

If there were only two peaks-

Yes and No

Without lingering at all these levels

Of turmoil.

I see how indecisive I can be

Soaked up in all half sentences-

Maybe I can. Or I can’t. Can I?

Asking myself again and again

No breakthrough.

  “Disclose and Discern”, people say

It do aid me at times

But

Just as I think and re-think,

I renounce.

As the timer goes down to zero,

I shut my heart and flip a coin

And here

Lands the coin onto my hand

I slip cowardly.

It could be any of "yes" and "no"

For neither is what I want

My choice

Lies buried deep in the past

I regret.

All I need is a little push

To set up my mind and

Walk through

As I have done this long and

Still doing my best, whatsoever.

How frisky my life would have been

"If only I was brave enough

To decide

At that requisite moment."

--The risk of a wrong decision is preferable to the terror of indecision.